I'M ZIQI♥

I'm back!

2011-04-02T21:01:00.000+08:00

hi you, actually i'm thinking to delete my blog as im so so so freaking lazy. i don't even open my blog and view. today i have the mood to post something here. i hope i can update more in my blog. i wish i have time too.
my last post was last year june. can't imagine that now is 9months after. time flies. u know what? i'm going to birthday soon that's mean i'm 20 in 2weeks time. i'm old! but last week i went gurney with weiling and went into a shop which located outside padini. the sales girl asked use to try their fiber which can let our eye lashes look longer. the sales girls there said we look like less than 20. oh! although i'm old but i'm still looking young. im so happy with this. oh ya, the fiber i tried actually can really extend our eye lashes but when u remove, ur eyes will become panda. very easy to remove but very dirty too. luckily i didn't bought it.

my dear weiling had came back to penang last two weeks but the lier minyen had leave us last week to kl. so happy yet sad. u know why i called her as lier? because she lied us that she's coming back on 1st of april and some of us really trusted her. so bad of her! best friends also she lie! hunmei, attack her!!! haha.

well, i going to have my dinner soon. hungry =( byebye. wish that i will update more and soon.

ziqi_♥

another random update

2010-06-25T22:43:00.000+08:00

My course CAT had ended last week! i'm actually quite worry about my result but i can only know the result after two months that means august.

After one week time, another new course started!!! I'm now a ACCA student. *unbelievable* =)

After my exams, I still have sometimes to ave a kl trip with my family and my love one. ♥

*pikying, weiling and u guys dont jealous*

I didnt really bought anything from kl because i only went to 1Utama.

We lack of time but i having sweet times with my beloved jeff!!! *happy*

We went genting and also cameron.

nothing much to say about the trip. We did took some photos but still in mr.yew's camera.

Weiling is coming back and i miss u so much. This time we must hang out often d.

Wenmin, we wait u come back until neck also long d, I MISS YOU LEE WEN MIN ♥

me & you

blogger ♥

lalala

2010-05-03T00:20:00.000+08:00

hey guys, I'm back.

It's month i didnt update my blog???

yor, I lazy mahhhhhhhh.

actually i have nothing to update loooo.

My real exam coming soon and this time I'm taking 4papers.

God bless me. hope that i can pass the exam. i just need PASS.

oh yeah, my dears hun mei's ladies, i miss u guys.

I wanna go travel with u all again!!!! june?? or dec???

ah ling and wenmin, faster come back!!!! baby come back to me!!!

well, i will try update more often IF i can. XP

bye.

i miss you dearest jeff ♥

ziqi_♥

hahaha

2010-03-22T23:32:00.000+08:00

Weiling, i'm sorry!

i use the same blogskin with u! haha.

if u mind just tell me okay?

actually i did try to search for nice blogskin, i can't get the one i really like, so this the one which i like the most d.

hahaha, sorry, come and scold me! come on baby.

ziqi_♥

感触♥

2010-01-20T22:03:00.004+08:00

wow, 今天我一时兴起啦！所以用华语来表达我要说的话，太久没有用华语了，会看不是很会写了，不过还记得我叫李紫绮。

其实我没有要说关于我的东西啦，直是一些感触。

sorry for those who dont understand chinese, but you can ask me, i will explain to you face to face.

相信大家最近都有看新闻吧，我想你们也知道发生了什么事。

就是钟灵的5位学生及1位老师不幸意外翻船逝世了，希望你们安息。

突然间觉得人生是多么的不可预料，这一刻活生生的，下一刻就离开了这个世界。

我看了心情也变失落了，也更明白要珍惜自己呼吸的每一刻。

这一刻我可能拥有一切，但下一刻我可能失去了一切。

正所谓珍惜眼前人，不要等到他不在了才后悔自己不曾付出过。

一个付出也许对自己而言并不值钱或珍贵，但它可能对对方来说是一刻无价之宝永远都不会忘记的。

做人要时刻懂得宽恕别人的不小心还是过错，你的小气可能让一个人一辈子遗憾，或你再也没机会向对方道歉。

我在想，如果他在那一次不幸的离开了，我还会这样开心的笑吗？

也因为那次我告诉自己要对他好一点，可是我并没有啦，还变本加厉。

亲爱的，对不起！

我知道我野蛮又小气又不讲道理还乱发脾气。

给我时间，我会尽我的能力去改，是尽能力不是一定做到，不要误会！哈哈~

我吃饱没事干，闲着没事做，让我来发发表！

某某人，我实在看不过眼了啦！

什么你要？？？我看你比我还要闲。

你喜欢的东西不是别人也要喜欢更不一定要跟着你的话、你想的脚步走。

拜托，每个人都有他爽或不爽做的东西，关你屁事？？？

别人幼稚那难道你很成熟吗？？

成熟就不会一直有的没的去追求一个又一个的女生了。

喜欢一个人是需要了解她的，不要告诉我你还相信一见钟情。

你一点都不觉得你很恶心吗？？？

虽然我有男朋友，但是不是一定要有女朋友才是了不起的。

你的举动让人觉得害怕，难道你没察觉吗？

不是有样学样就会成为别人的一分子，而是自我才会让人觉得爽快。

没有人对你评价，并不代表你是对的，而是不去在意或放在心上罢了。

ziqi_♥

=.=

2010-01-10T23:38:00.002+08:00

I'm so so so boring!

I'm so so so full!

I'm so so so miss u!

I'm so so so so so so free!

I'm so so so so so so so kia pak!

It's just a stupid post, ignore me. haha

ziqi_♥

I'm Back!

2010-01-02T22:28:00.002+08:00

HI friends, i blog had been sleep for months and now i'm updating my bloggie.

I'm super lazy to spend time to sit down infront of my laptop and update my blog.

oh ya, HAPPY NEW YEAR! to all my beloved friends.

Let's welcome 2010.

In 2010, i wish i would do something else to improve myself.

1st, i wish i can successful finish my CAT course in this coming june but i can only know my result in august.

2nd, I wish i can always update my blog although its hard for me but i will try, trust me!

3rd, i wanna be slim down myself, dont scold me or hit me or kill me, i'm serious, recently i keep on gaining weight.

4th, I love my babe jeff! 我爱你♥

5th, I hope i can get a little bit more freedom from my parents, i actually hate to be 'cinderella'.

i dont know what else i need to do in 2010, i will list it out when i know.

weiling going back to UK d. I'm so sorry i just spend one day to meet you. Take care and remember bring me a present when u come back in april. [you should know what i mean right?]

ziqi_♥

2009-11-14T21:42:00.003+08:00

Hi friends,

been 1month plus i didn't update my blog.

Today, finally i have something to update with you guys.

In the afternoon, i going out from my house,

and my stupid car cannot start.

So, i drove my brother's car.

I'm s happy and drive on the road.

When i reach opposite state libray there, the car infront had an emergency break.

I press the break as fast as i can and i managed to stop my car and didn't knock the car infront.

When i wanted to happy, suddenly [BANG].

The car from the back knock me hardly and cause me to knock the car infront.

Everything in the car fly to the back, as you can imagine how fast she drive and couldn't stop her car.

My mind just appear [OH MY GOD]

how unlucky am i???

When i wanted to take my phone out and call my dad, my phone get bar! when i on the way, i still called minyen.

I lend phone from the lady who knock my car.

My hands keep on shaking when i press the phone number.

The car infront of my car. See, just a little scratch

The car which knocked my car, look like not serious right?

Let's see my car! the most serious. like a sandwich

At last, let's you all see my pretty face! haha.

Shindee, Pikying, Minyen, I'm sorry ya.

ziqi_♥

A day with ShinDee

2009-10-09T21:38:00.004+08:00

ShinDee ask me out suddenly, since I'm free, so faster tidy up myself then went to QB to meet her and her friend, kc.

She said she thirsty so we went to Baskin Robin to eat ice-cream, funny right??

For her theory, when she thirsty she wanna eat ice-cream, but I think everyone know ice-cream will just let us more thirsty.

We met minyen and evelyn there so we walk around together.

minyen and evelyn leave us after a while because they go for movie.

Try some shirt at nichii and bought a shirt.

After that, went to starbuck to meet with her friend.

We chit-chat at there until 6pm, then shindee and her friend go home and i go and meet my babe, jeff and his friends, weilee and ryan.

I quite enjoy the time i spend with sd.

She is my really best friend, we never argue or angry each other before [i think]

We know each other well, almost no secret between us.

She know most of my thing, and i know most of her things too.
Although we didn't meet everyday, but our friendship will never change and also update each other.

We will never have no topic to talk about. Once we talk, that's non-stop for us.

I'm happy that i know her in my life, I appreciate her and the momentt with her.

I love her so much!

ziqi_♥

Hard Rock Hotel ❤

2009-10-03T21:12:00.002+08:00

Actually is suppose our MissChyijiun's birthday - 3/10/09

Chyi Jiun, Happy Birthday

Ryan actually planned to surprise her, so he order a haagen dazs's cake.

But really too bad, birthday girl couldn't attend!

So, become few of us 'celebrate' with birthday girl.

Ryan, weilee, eric, jeff & me went to have brunch at Ichiban.

Thanks to Ryan because he treat us for brunch plus the cake.

After we finish our meal, we totally full and couldn't eat the cake anymore.

So we bring the cake to HardRock Hotel.

The hotel so nice man, really cool~

Everywhere also got guitar. Tje most cool one is the hello kitty guitar inside their cafe.

We ate the cake inside their cafe. The cafe open until 5pm, at night time, its a pub for people who above 21.

After that, we walk around there.

Everywhere also very nice. Love it very much.

Lazy to explain anymore. See the photo then u will know everything.

Hard to upload the photo here, click the link and view the photos in my facebook.

http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=587174568&v=photos&ref=profile#/album.php?aid=155143&id=587174568

ziqi_♥

Don't HURT me anymore!

2009-09-29T21:34:00.002+08:00

HEY HEY HEY~

I know recently i fat ki.

You all no need morning, afternoon, night also keep on tell me la!

OVER!

I tell you, I WILL DIET.

My target is 40kg!

wait and see.

Don't call me fatty! I'm not.

ziqi_♥

Redbox

2009-09-26T23:24:00.005+08:00

Because of yesterday i could not went to redbox, so today i went.

Actually is we planned before yesterday.
Today is I with my hunmei's babes[minyen,chyi jiun, bee gnoh,evelyn and si zen].

First, I went to fetch chinyee[she went to redbox too with my old friend, but her friends] and minyen.

When we reach gurney, we stopped at a store but i couldn't remember what name is that.

The only things i knew is their tart is really nice!!! You should have a try or maybe had tried.
Same as everytime, we enjoyed in the redbox. Miss them so much~

I know they miss me too ♥. haha.

met some friends include shindee, jingjiet, sam and a guy[sorry i dont know his name]

who took this photo!!!

ignore my butt pls~

ziqi_♥

An old friend

2009-09-26T15:14:00.003+08:00

minyen, nah! now i update.

Thursday, i went to gurney with chinyee after my T5 class.

The main purpose we went there just to meet with an old friend that i didnt meet her for years.

She change a lot la, but dont know how to describe pun. Should said become more entao???

Chinyee and I took our lunch at Manila Place.

You can imagine, a restaurant with just A waiter.

We stay inside for about 2hours.

One and a half hour for waiting the foods!!!

We planned to go for redbox, but what happen??? that is full.

So, change our plan to movie.

We watched 怪谈, the movie sucks!

I only realise that i didnt take any photo with them

ziqi_♥

2009-09-14T20:29:00.005+08:00

Last Saturday was my college's prom night.

Nothing much to tell.

It's photos time.

Wuhoo~ the ticket

awwww~

That's all~
Actually i had edited one of our group photo which called as [tv series]
but too bad, the orginal photo which my friend sent me was error of something that i dont know.
so, this cause me cannot save the photo.

by ziqi_♥

Wei Ling's farewell

2009-09-07T19:27:00.005+08:00

Hi people,

I know i didnt update my blog for 1 month.

I'm sorry because due to my lazyNESS and too BUSY.

NOW, I'M BACK! ooiminyen, SEE, i updated d.

Well, this post would be about our MISSweiling is going back to UK to continue her studies.

Ah ling, i promise you that i WILL NOT miss you.

I received sms from Pikying few days ago.

I didnt hang out with her since Weiling just back from UK and now i going to meet her again when Weiling is going to leave.

But darling, i did miss you.

At first, I'm so hard to manage my time because Nat going to UK too and need to have a lunch or dinner with her before she leave.
End up, the dinner was cancer because Nat cannot make it.

So, as what we planned, we went to QB.

First, I went to Lam Wah Ee to meet Jeff because i dropped my purse in his car yesterday.

Then, i went to fetch Shindee at Inti.

We meet u with pikying and weiling in QB.

We did some window shopping and took some photos.

During eating their so called late lunch

This is special for you - ah ling

Promoting our pink phone

About 7pm, Shindee going back and Pikying going to meet her dear-Vincent.

While me & Weiling went to Sam's house because he fetched us to coffee island to meet with others.

At first, I thought he drive safely. But, good things will never last long.

He started drive dangerously and drift.

MY GOD! I'm in his car and I have no chance to regret!

He went to fetched minyen too, but minyen ASKED he DRIFT.

As what you all expect, I SHOUTED loudly.

Finally we reached there safely.

Let's show you all the photos.

Ah ling, miss me ya!

ling, don't, don't leave us, don't~

Our 'camera man', thanks ya!

Around 10pm, we went home.

Early right? because most of them from TARC have their final exam next day.

Sam fetched Wendy and Evelyn home first.

OH NO! again~ this time even worse.

We like sit roller coster. When we just get to sit properly, the next turn come again.

We shout like HELL!

Luckily I'm safe after that.

When he drop Weiling, i feel that I'm so extra at that time.

Sorry that i let two of you have no private time.

LING, take care yourself well ya. sorry, I really will miss you. ♥ you~

by ziqi_♥

DOWN

2009-08-08T20:01:00.002+08:00

My Dearest Jeff,

i know u will not saw this post, even when u saw it, it sure already a past tense.

i want to talk to u, but i cant.

i want to hug u, but i cant.

i want to touch u, but i cant.

i want to kiss u, i totally cant!!!!

i just can look at you, but u never know.

once i look at you, my tears drop.

what i can do just only cry and sad.

i cant accept the fact.

everyone told me dont worry, but can i???

its just a way to comfort me but thanks everyone.

i tried to be strong,

i tried to dont cry,

i tried to laugh,

ya, i laugh, but am i really happy??? I'M NOT!

puipui, i hope u can recover soon.

i'm waiting you to wake up and call me BBY.

i got a lot things to tell you.

i want u to say good night to me before i sleep.

i want u tell me you love me.

i know u can do it!!! i support u all the time.

I LOVE YOU~

by ziqi_♥

No Title.

2009-07-29T22:46:00.001+08:00

Hi, hello, hello, ABCD~

Sorry, suddenly i remember this stupid sentence which i learn from doreamon.

Actually i dont know what to post lo. just i feel boring.

Today is my T2 real CBE. DAMN scary and nervous plus worry.

Since Saturday, I went to my college library to study with my crazy plus silly coursemates[if you

know i'm mention about who, that's mean is you lo].

Monday, i went to library again. I try the mock exam questions from the exam kit.

[belum try belum tau], i did about 25 questions, i correct only 9 questions!!! [sad + down]

Tuesday i try the exam kit's questions again, but not the mock exam questions.

I finished 258 questions [if im not mistaken] in the exam kit.

After go home i try another exam kit questions and ACCA on9 demo.

the total questions i do is about 400++.

OMG! 1st time in my whole life i did so many questions in 1day.

However, i have no confidence at all.

Today during the exam, i was so so so nervous but i still do it slowly and carefully.

Luckily i get more questions on calculation.

So finally i'm passed! all my pressure lost in a second.

yahoOoo~

by ziqi_♥

♥ Nice Friday ♥

2009-07-18T10:45:00.006+08:00

Friday [10/7/09]

I know I'm late!!!

Actually on Wednesday 8 of us [me, mei yan, chin yee, janice, ms foo, mervyn, ong siang, vincent] already went to chin yee house for swimming and play water.

It's fun! so we decided to go again on Friday.

We plan to swim at 9am but end up we start swim at about 10am.

Again, a person who do not know how to swim go and swim wor!!!

But this time i'm not so noob la.

at least i still can move around.

After swim, we were 100% hungry.

Because of our lazyness, so we bought 10pack of maggie and cook ourselves at chinyee's house.

We planned to do our T2 assignment next, we sit there around half an hour for just 1 or 2 questions except vincent[he did all the ques].

Then, we start 'gay party'.

I paint nail color for vincent and jason.

Jason was so excited because he have only 4 finger nail can be paint.

He keep ask me to add gliter and somemore wanna choose color!

Finally around 6pm, we went home.

It's really a fun day.

Let's show you all wednesday's photos 1st.

They crashed

The one who look like get rape.

The pretty girls

myself.

Friday's photos

Family photo & group photo

Meiyan & me plus hamsap jason

Do you know what they are doing?

Vincent's foot.

by ziqi_♥

♥ ??? ♥

2009-07-12T22:40:00.003+08:00

Hate me???just hate it!!!!

I dont care. just hate me as long as u happy but i will not hate u.

That's how am I.

What is the point to hate a person?? why don't live in a harmony society???

by ziqi_♥

♥ Jason's & Krystle's Birthday ♥

2009-07-08T19:10:00.007+08:00

Tuesday[7/7/09]

Yesterday is my 'husband' Jason eh birthday. Their birthday fall on the same day same month and same year.

So we went to gurney to celebrate with them after our class.

We went to max gourmet which a new open restaurant at 7th floor to have our lunch.

The foods there is quite cheap and nice.

After our lunch, we went cyc for a while then we went to watch Ice Age 3 with 3D.

meiyan & me with 3D spec

The movie was so funny and cute. We almost laugh for the whole movie.

Luckily our jason didn't laugh out loud.

We went to paradise beach again! but i just stay there for a while due to m sleepy-ness and same [i hate to drive at night]

so i leave there about 6.40pm.

Anyway, happy birthday to jason and krystle.

nah! this is the birthday boy

fooling around~

by ziqi_♥

♥ My Sunday ♥

2009-07-08T18:56:00.004+08:00

Sunday[5/7/09]

Erm. i woke up quite early because my family & i going to my grandparents house.

I kept ask my dad pluck rambutan for me, but the tree is too high and he couldn't climb up the tree.

So my dad brought us to his old house because his uncle already pluck and ask him go there.

The road to there was so so so small nia. just chun chun for a car to move. If another side have car, i cant imagine what will happen lo.

I love rambutan and mangosteen there but i hate the mosquito there!

Finally my sunday is not boring because every sunday i will boring at my ama house.

by ziqi_♥

♥ Trip to butterworth ♥

2009-06-30T23:23:00.005+08:00

well, today i should go and watch Transformer 2 with my classmates after our class.

but i didnt join them because my dear, wen min going back to US tomorrow.

If today i didnt meet her up, after 1 year only i can meet her d. i know i will miss her very much.

we planned to take our lunch at tao at autocity. so everyone left their stomach blank.

Unfortunately, tao is closed. We thought the lunch time until 4pm.

so we have to change our plan.

We went to aeon jusco. simply found a place and take our lunch because everyone were hungry except ms.weiling.

After our lunch, we went in jusco because wenmin wanna buy something to US.

OUR ms.ooiminyen was so excited la. she plays the vegetables there. But i also quite enjoy there.

That moment let me think back when we went to KL together during holidays.

I miss the moments when we at KL. But don't know when only we can gather together and go holiday d.

Oh ya! i finally bought a sandal for myself.

The chilis look so fake la! like toys.

She so happy to pose with vege~

She still can take vege and beat my babe.

I dont even know that jusco sell this also.

by ziqi_♥

♥ A love story that i feel touch ♥

2009-06-30T23:15:00.003+08:00

《浪漫鬼男友》
“我恨网络，我恨女人，可是我最恨的是我自己”关上了灯，我独自坐在书房里头…整个房间唯一的光线由计算机屏幕照射出来 …已经习惯了每晚十二点等他上线…也忘了什么时候养成的习惯 …他的SCREEN NAME叫”Midnight”…他总是固定在午夜十二点上网络 …我本身是个夜猫子，老是晚上不睡觉在网络上游走…他第一次送MESSAGE给我就是说那句…“我恨网络，我恨女人，可是我最恨的是我自己”这句话激起了我的兴趣…当时的我正感到无聊而不知做什么好…很顺手的就回了他话： ”那么恨自己，你不如自杀算了”本来想，他可能就此打着，不再说些奇怪的话…没想到不到一分钟他回我话：“说的对，所以我现在是个鬼”“哈，你现在做鬼快乐吗？”“我还是不快乐，因为我是自杀，所以无法投胎”“你是为爱自杀？？哈哈”就这样，我跟MIDNIGHT做了网友…他是个以”鬼”自称的男人…他每天很准时的在计算机定时器打着”12:00AM”时上线…说实在的，我很惊奇这种现象，只好安慰自己那是巧合…不会真的有鬼上线跟我聊天吧？他没问过我外表如何这类的问题，一付他早就知道似的略过…有时他会故意吓我说他就在说身旁看着我…而当我带着玩笑口吻问他我正在做什么时…他会沉默了一会回答我：“算了，我不想把你吓坏”“别喝太多咖啡”“别坐的那么难看”有时候他会忽然冒出这些话…而MESSAGE传过来的同时…我都刚巧是喝着咖啡OR缩在椅子上...........他很自然的跟我聊着他”生前”的事…说到他如何为一个女人发狂，说他为何决定”自杀”…他二十三岁由网络认识了AMY…初次接触网络的他根本没有预料到网络的危险性…AMY在网络上的活泼让他无可自拔的爱上了她…AMY上网早有两年多了，很自然的充当起MIDNIGHT的老师…他感到AMY对他的亲切，而开始每次上网，都只为跟AMY说话 …他跟AMY交谈一段时期后，他大胆的要求AMY做他”网络老婆” …“做你网络老婆？有什么好处？”AMY调皮的问着“有我满满的爱给你”“爱？我多的是”“那.......你要什么都给你”MIDNIGHT深怕她不愿意，急起来居然什么都愿意献出“真的？你的命也给我？”“好...”MIDNIGHT想都没想，马上就答应…“嘻嘻，好吧~~~老公~~”虽然只是打字…MIDNIGHT的心头也足以心花怒放，仿佛AMY真的在他身旁轻唤他…后来的日子他每天沉醉在跟AMY网络上甜言密语中…渐渐他不再满足，他想见AMY本人，他想拥有实在的亲吻和拥抱…他开始苦求AMY让他见她一面，说说电话都好...........AMY怎么都不肯答应，反过来指责他要求太多…渐渐的AMY开始对他冷淡........打字间都可以感觉到不耐烦 …“你已经玩的太过火了，你没发觉到吗？”我毫不留情的指责他 …“有时候爱的感觉来时，你只是个无法思考的灵魂”他不以为然，理直气壮的回答我 …“这....算是个好借口吧”不愿跟他强辩下去，就算辩出个结果又如何？？这不过是个早发生过的故事…就这样，每天午夜时段，他一定上线跟我说故事…有时我不认同他的做法，可是也少会为此跟他争辩再怎么说…这是他的伤心往事 …渐渐的，午夜上网成了我必做的工作，好比吃饭睡觉…他也总是一点一点的跟我叙述他的爱情故事....“你知道不开灯，对你眼睛不好吗？”“你又想说什么？想说你又正在看着我？”“我一直是看着你的，只是你不肯认清这事实”“....................” 我无言…有时连我自己都怀疑他在我身旁…虽有朋友告诉过我，鬼魂的磁场有时会跟网络的磁性相吸…而我却说什么也不相信，我会被鬼神找上，奇怪的是...我不怕他 …“你很特别...”“怎么说？”“因为你不怕我，or...也许是你根本不相信我是鬼”“是吧，你就当我根本不信你是鬼”完，我俩都无语…沉默了不算长的时候，却足以让我想不少事情…也许我真的是无神论者，也可能我不想看清事实吧 …早上是我补眠的大好时段，主要的课都排在下午跟晚上 …我不是个容易跟人相处的人，越是热闹的地方，我却越想钻回家里…也许因为这样，我朋友不是很多…而熟的朋友也早习惯我这沉默的毛病…今天我比往常提早到教室报到，好友CICI还没到…我独自挑了个偏僻的角落坐下…看着前头位子坐着一对男女，很明显的在互相打情骂俏 …我忽然想起了MIDNIGHT.....想起这个跟我每晚约会的男”鬼”，我开始幻想...如果我早在一年前认识他，他爱上的会不会是我.......“HEY，今天那么早来上课啊？”眼前亮出一人影，正是好友CI CI…她是个香港小妞，总是穿扮时髦的到学校…而我自己总是一件深色上衣，破牛仔裤的出现在校园…跟她成了很大的反比 …“是啊，在家没事做，就来学校啦”“今晚要不要跟我去PARTY？？有帅哥喔！”CI CI总是想把我拉出去玩，她嫌我老是窝在家会出病…我笑了笑，说道：“你知道我不会跟你去的，就算去也是沉默坐在那，我不想扫你兴”CI CI是个大而化之的女生，也没什么不开心，继续跟我嘻嘻哈哈…虽然她算我最好的女朋友，可是我却从未跟他提起MIDNIGHT的事…我想.....MIDNIGHT是我心中最隐密的朋友.......也最重视的男子吧 …今天头重脚轻，我想我是病了…回到家后赶紧吃了颗药，想先在床上躺一下等会在上线跟MIDNIGHT聊天，迷迷糊糊的我就睡着了...虽然我睡着了，感觉上意智却很清楚....我感觉到一个男人穿门而入我房内....我想坐起，可是却怎么都起不来....我眼睛没睁开，可是我明白的看到一切事情...我想..我真的在做梦吧.....男人穿著蓝色睡衣....长的白净..却没有血色..他的眼光柔顺有神....我想任何女人都会为他而吸引…他在我床沿停下..伸出手抚摸着我的头发.......他接着轻抚我的面颊...说道：”真是不会照顾自己”接着我面前一片黑暗......我赶紧张开眼睛.....醒了过来…转身看看身旁的时钟....正指着12:10..........我跳下床，赶紧让自己接上网络…心理疑惑的想着，梦中人是真是幻？？计算机接上线后，我的脑袋还是褂念着刚刚做的梦…面对着屏幕茫茫的想着那似幻还真的男人…如果那只是个梦，为什么我还清稀的记得他的长相？这时计算机屏幕起了变化…一个MESSAGE出现在画面上：”你真不会好好照顾自己”顿时我整个身体僵硬.....同样的话...他TYPE出跟那男人说的话一样…而MESSAGE的SENDER正是那我每个午夜交谈的”鬼MIDNIGHT..忘了该如何反应....我只能愣在桌前盯着那行字看......虽然我一直努力说服自己MIDNIGHT是跟我一样活生生的人…可是今晚发生的事，让我这些日子努力筑起的理由完全瓦解 …“唉.......自己一个人住要注重营养的”他也不在乎我没有回他话，继续打下这行话 …“你现在在那里？你在我的屋里，是不是？”打下这段连我自己都不感相信的MESSAGE…我想....这时的我无法再骗自己了 …“...........................”“你希望听到什么答案？？”“我要听真话”“现在的你穿著一套淡紫色的睡衣，左下角边有个口袋，口袋上有个可爱的蝴蝶结，桌前放置着你最喜欢用来喝咖啡的杯子，可是里头没有咖啡，因为你才刚醒来，还来不急煮咖啡，可是我劝你今天最好别喝咖啡，因为你病了 ”“............”他一次打出了所有的描述，我的心脏却觉得有停止的感觉…我二话不说，连网络都还没有下线就匆促的关了计算机电源…飞也似的跳回床上被窝里.......他就在我身旁，他一定还在我身旁…不然他不会知道我的穿著，不然他不会那么熟悉我的习惯....也许，他一直由刚才就看着我做这一串愚蠢的行为…不知道在被窝了里发抖了多久…想到他也许还看着我就让我全身颤抖…渐渐的，我又睡着了，我想是感冒药的药力还在吧.......蒙蒙中，我再次看到他......他坐在床角，怜惜的看着我…接着景象越来越模糊，我沉沉的睡了....再次醒来后，我觉得全身发烫，我想我发烧了…我连坐起来都觉得虚弱，勉强自己走到厕所清洗自己…看到镜中的自己好憔悴，昨夜发生的事再次回到脑中…我想白天他应该不会出现吧，鬼魂听说都很怕光不是吗？胡乱的吞了些东西吃，准备煮咖啡喝…忽然想起他昨夜说的”最好不要喝咖啡，你现在病了...”我停止了手边的工作，开始回想昨夜我看到的那个男子面貌…如果他不是鬼....他倒是个讨人喜欢的男人....呸呸呸....赶快停止这可怕的想法，难到自己爱上个鬼吗？“爱个鬼？...”这是自己第一次对他用爱来形容...难道.......我在不知不觉中早就爱上他了？？？而不只是个听众？还是....我根本是为他那深邃的眼光所吸引？爱上个鬼？多么荒谬的情况…我开始回想他告诉我的故事，MIDNIGHT跟AMY的故事…就目前为止，他只说到他跟AMY发生隔合，AMY对他日渐冷淡…我开始发生疑问，AMY为何会拒绝如此俊秀又深情的男子？我有太多问题想问他，我开始迫切的想知道为何他选择自杀…想问他跟AMY到底出了什么事…也想知道为何他如此恨网络，恨女人却还留恋上网跟我说话…黑夜慢慢来临.....而我的心情却越夜越紧张…明明证实他是个鬼魂，但现在的我决定跟他打交道....11:50，我端正的坐在书桌前，准备连接上网.....开亮屋子所有的灯…再怎么大胆，我也不敢在跟鬼打交道时呆在个乌漆漆的屋子中…往门口看去，虽然知道再怎么专心，我也不可能见到他进来…可是却忍不住的一再向门口望着，仿佛他会随时走入我的屋内 …我要让他知道我是在等他，我准备好跟他继续做朋友...12:01，房子里静的只听到墙上的钟发出滴答声…他今天会来吗？？会不会自己昨天的反应让他失望？....“妳怕我？你开亮了灯”他来了，我心里好开心，我有着一堆的问题要问他...“是吧...我想我有些怕你”我决定用说的，我没有回他MESSAGE…而是在这”应该”只有自己的房子内用颤抖的声音说出话…只为了再次确定他就在我身边...愚蠢吧？可是我还是存着一丝希望，是有人戏弄我 …“你之前不是那么怕我的....你让我有些失望”“当时我当你开玩笑，我怎么知道你真是鬼”我委屈的说着，音调中有些撒骄 …“现在你知道了，你还会继续跟我说话吗？？？”“嗯.........当然....我有好多事想问你”深呼吸，我在脑中整理着要问他的问题…第一个出现的问题就是有关AMY.“你还是很爱AMY吗？？” 我需要知道这答案…我不希望知道自己是个一厢情愿的傻瓜…而他不过是无聊找个伴聊天..滴答，滴答，屋内一时又恢复沉默，屏幕上也没有他的回话…我想他也没预料到我这忽发的问题吧 …“我对她的感觉早在我生前就由爱转恨了”我心中稍微安心，最少我知道他心中AMY不是女主人“告诉我你跟AMY完整的故事，我想听”“她是个魔鬼...”“当我痴迷的爱上她时，她根本在另一个男人怀抱中”“跟我在线上调情...不过是她消磨时间的乐趣”“她根本把我当个玩具，左右我的感觉”我无语…看这他一段接一段的MESSAGE，我忽然觉得有些心痛 ....“你怎么发现这一切的？？”“她住在旧金山...”“在我爱她快发狂的时候，我逼她跟我见面...”“我告诉她我会去见她，用任何方式我都要见到她”“奇迹的是她也答应我了”“见面的当天我好紧张，还不时的看自己是否穿的整齐”“等见到她本人时..我一眼就认出她，她跟照片上一样美艳..不，还要美”一直静静的看着MIDNIGHT打在屏幕上的字句…也许他根本不像我们一样双手打字，字幕出现的速度相当快…“我觉得你看起来还是很不舒服....去睡觉好吗？”“不，我还有一堆问题必须知道，我不要休息”我任性的喊着，我满腔的好奇，怎肯这样就罢手 …“你感觉得到吗？？现在的我正抚摸着你的手”他忽然打上这句MESSAGE…我马上低头往双手看去，我感觉不到......可是我却可以想象一双男性的手正握着我“我担心你，我觉得你今天看起来气色更差....你想知道的事我一定会告诉你，你说，我哪晚没来？”虽然是字幕，我却可以由这句话感受到他的怜爱…我不再那么强硬，他说的对，来日方长 …“告诉我一件事，告诉我后我一定休息”我鼓起勇气，向他发出我一直想了好久的问题 …“为什么找上我？你对我是怎么样的一种感情？？”“...........我看了妳好久..”“早在主动跟你聊天前就常来你屋里看你....”原来...我一直以来都不知道我屋里来了个鬼魂…而自己日常生活百态不都让他知道了...想到这，我不由的脸颊发烫...“哈哈...我知道你在想什么，放心，我没有那么下流”他似乎发觉到我的反应，我想现在的我脸一定很红…“这种行为是很不道德的！你不知道吗？”想转移思考的方向，我轻骂他的行为…“对我们灵魂来说....过的都是这样的生活，道德的约束起不了作用”“可是自从跟你说话以来，我只是固定时间来，不再看你隐私”“白天时段，你都在做什么？？”“白天？我都跟我必须呆在我躯体所在的四方屋里，没办法像半夜般出来游走” 我眼睛为之一亮，躯体？四方屋里？等等？？？没人把你下葬吗？？”“我的躯体还在医院.我想因为还在昏迷中，所以他们还不放弃吧？”他还活着？？原来一直以来他都还活着，只不过他的灵魂出窍…也许他的情况就相当于植物人一样…躺在医院的是个没有灵魂的躯壳 …“你为什么不回去？你真的那么恨当人吗？？”我不由的激动起来，想到他还有机会做人…想到我还是有可能让他真实的拥抱我…我的心情无可言喻的跟着跳动快速 …“可是.....回去后我就见不到你了....”“我担心对你的记忆都会消失.....”看到这段话，我心头又是窝心，又是心疼…原来我在他心中早占了一席之地…他为了我，也有着不少苦恼....知道自己并不是一厢情愿，而他也同样挂念着我…我觉得眼眶中有着泪水，正不受控制的流了下来我知道他看的到我现在的表情…可是我却无法再隐藏自己的心情......“不哭...不哭.我是不是说错什么？(正试着想擦去你的泪水)”看到这段话，我不由得发出笑声…现在的我是个笑着流泪的娃娃，正在被一个鬼魂安慰…而心中有的是满满的甜蜜欢愉…想象着他可能正手忙脚乱的想拭去我面颊上的泪珠 …“我要你抱着我，不是现在，我要你用真实的身子抱着我...”我坚定的告诉了他我的要求…“你要我回到我躯体里？？”“对....”“你不怕我对你的一切记忆都消失吗？”我不由的有些担心.他会忘了我吗？“这....会发生吗？？你会忘了我吗？？”“不知道，看各人毅力，有的人会...有的人不会”我沉默的想了一会，这是个赌注…可是我真的不想因为自己而让他一直当个孤魂…而且就算他不回去，我俩也没有将来…最重要的是.....我好想抱抱他，亲亲他.“回去...我信你不会忘了我！我要你真实的走到我面前说你跟AMY之间的故事”说这些话时，我闭着双眼…也许我想试着感觉到他…也许是因为我刚为自己的决定感到担心…但又不愿让自己反悔，沉默良久…他是否也在跟内心挣扎我这样的要求是否太过任性？“我听你的”“我回去我的身体里，你要等我吗？”“当然会！一辈子我都等，就算你忘了我，我也等你有天想起我”我坚定的说着…但心理却无比痛苦，眼泪又不受控的滴了下来…想到有百分之五十的机会他会就此失踪，我心头就阵阵刺痛 …“....( 正轻吻着你的脸蛋)..答应我要好好的照顾你自己”“我走了....我会再来找你.........等我”时间一秒一秒的过去，SCREEN上不再出现MESSAGE…他走了，回到他那遗忘已久的人类躯壳内，只为了再世跟我续情缘...我呆滞的坐在椅子上，眼泪仿佛似流水般流出，停不下来…我告诉自己要牢牢记得他出现在我梦中的长相，随时他都有可能会出现…到时我一定要用最美的微笑迎接他 ..开始试着在人来人往的闹区中寻觅他…也许看到我他就会记起我们的爱情？我还是每个午夜十二点整上线，为的是给自己留一个梦…想着也许他会再次给我个MESSAGE....“妳瘦了很多ㄝ！”CI CI一边吃着汉堡一边专心的打量着我“是吗？？可能是因为半年前那场大病吧”“说的也是，没想到个小感冒，引发性那么可怕”其实在MIDNIGHT走后没几天我感冒就好了…可是由于他的离去也同时让自己进入到朝思幕想的笼罩…整个人的气色还是那么差…而我也懒的跟CI CI解释，干脆说我还是病着…她像个单细胞人类，一直就傻傻的相信我............“你要多吃点，好好补回来啊”说着，她把自己那份薯条推到我面前，有时她傻傻的…但我也庆幸有这傻妞陪着我…不然我真找不出时间让我暂时忘了MIDNIGHT …和CI CI吃完午饭后，我们互相道别，去上不同的课…走在校内两旁满是枫树的小道内，枯红的枫叶散落道上…意识到秋天来了...而我的MIDNIGHT却还没有出现…忽而刮起一阵强风，手中的笔记散落一地，紧跟着捡起…没有这些重要笔记，我MIDTERM 将会很难过…忽见一人影跟着帮我捡起纸张，心里真的是好感激…他收起捡起笔记，走到还正手忙脚乱的我旁边…说道： ”你真不会好好照顾自己”心头一震，那声音低沉而感性…但最重要的不是这点，重要的是他说出MIDNGIHT说过的话.......我赶紧抬起头向他望去，真的是他…他比我印象中黑了些，健康了些…但脸孔正是我熟悉的他，而且比梦中的他更有朝气且高大…他跟着蹲了下来，靠着我的耳朵说着：“对不起！花了些时间复健，现在完全康复才赶来看你”我发现自己真的像个泪娃娃，这时泪水又在眼眶打转…他把我搀扶起来，用他的手轻抚着我的脸，笑着说道：“跟我想象的一样，你的脸摸起来好舒服喔”“让我重新跟你介绍自己吧”他伸出他的手在我面前：”HI，我叫JAMES”看着他的手，我伸出自己的小手握着…说道：”你好，我叫欣欣”他笑了，笑的模样像个天真的小男孩 …“欣欣，你愿意做我女朋友吗？”我点了点头…决定跟这个”陌生”男子交往…在那铺满红黄枯枫叶的小道上，他来到我面前…我俩第一次正式相遇......

by ziqi_♥

♥ PLS don't judge me if you don't know me! ♥

2009-06-29T19:35:00.003+08:00

很明显，你不知道我，更不知道我在想什么。

既然你不知道，那就请安静！

人不犯我，我不犯人。

就算人犯我，我也好言的对待。

每个人都有美中不足的地方，包括你。

我就是我，任你讲，我不介意，只要我不是杀人放火。

我并不如你一样的幼稚。

by ziqi_♥

♥ Hun Mei's Gathering ♥

2009-06-28T21:55:00.003+08:00

Ah ling, the girl who came back from UK.

I tried to go in the camera.

Minyen! my favourite.

I'm kacau-ing them to take photo & playing wendy's bag.

I hung wendy's bag on my neck. [such a hiao pose i did]

Our group photo, but less sizen due to she go back earlier.

They went to ask the waiter whether can help them wash plate or not.

She trying the drink with apple juice glass plus watermelon juice & Chocalate Island.

Sizen is the one who actually need to finished up the drinks.

We took photo with a unknown due to then game needed.

So long didnt take photos with them d.

Pikying, Evelyn and I.

Pikying, finally we taller than u.

Do you know what we were doing?

by ziqi_♥

♥ Hi everyone! ♥

2009-06-26T12:05:00.004+08:00

hi everyone! been 1 or 2 weeks i didnt update my blog because of my lazy-ness.

I had my CBE test yesterday for my T1 and T2.

I didnt study at all. Actually i plan to study 1week before the test. but I'm failed.

The day before the test, Our T1's lecturer gave us back our test given by her.

I get a unexpect marks. 36%! the lowest marks i get for my account!! i really sad.

luckily, I passed my T1 and T2 CBE test. i get 72% for my T1 and T2. same marks.

Took by Jason while i having my CBE test

We discussing while test.

The night before the test, i went out with all the hun mei friends.

They are all my babes. Our ms. wei ling come back from UK.

Imposible i didnt attend the gathering right??

I didnt see her for half year. miss her so much la.

She become prettier. We took a lot of photo and have fun together.

I love to be with them. I can do whatever i want.

We always support each other. Althought sometimes we have some arguement.

But the next minutes, we will be back to very best friends. I love hun mei!

Hun Mei, you are the best! The photos are in our ooi min yen's camera.

i will post it up, once i get the photo ya.

Oh ya, our miss wen min going back to US. Wen min, i will miss you. remember me ya.

by ziqi_♥

♥ Girls Outing ♥

2009-06-13T11:45:00.006+08:00

Thursday[11/6/09]

I went gp again with my jiun jiun and ah err.

Redbox again! We love redbox very much.

I can sing no matter what way I want and it's also a place that let me to express my feeling or mood out.

Ah err and I~

my jiun jiun!

After redbox, we went to Winter Warmers to take our lunch.

My dearest Jeff met us there after his class.

They thinking what to eat.

I'm the vain blogger!

After lunch, fetch bg and cj went to near PTSchool there eh field to take their cert.

Then we rush back to gp to watch movie.

We watched Night At The Musuem 2

It's a funny and nice movie.

We went home after movie because im tired plus not planned to out for long.

At night, I went near my house eh ko tai with my bro, my babe and his bro.

What the point we went there???

That is eat again lo!

by ziqi_♥

♥ Movie Day ♥

2009-06-12T22:29:00.006+08:00

Wednesday(10-6-09)

erm. how to start the story leh??

That day after class, when gp with my classmates. again, 8 of us.

ms.foo, janice, jason, vincent, ong siang, mervyn, howard and I.

We planned to watch Monsters Vs Aliens 3D.

This movie was so attractive until the tickets were selling fast at 2hours before the movie show time.

When we wanted to buy the ticket that time, left 1st role only.

So, we changed to watch 17 Again. haha. I watched again~

Before we went to watch movie, we took our lunch at Breeks.

I learned a new way to call for waiter or waitress from our Jason ko.

That's Yo. I think i will use this way when i change to hip hop style.

During watching movie, our Jason ko hor, laugh until whole cinema can listen his voice la.

Luckily I'm not sit beside him. [sorry, jason]

After watched movie, we have no place to go.

I dont know who decided to go beach again. Since no place to go, I just follow.

We have fun at there. But i have to chase them to get back my sandal.

Guys always bully girls! haiz.

Janice more kesian. chase ka puasi pun cannot get back her slipper.

Then 7something me, ms foo and howard go back d.

Because howard cannot late go home and i also feel tired and hate to drive at night time.

reached home about 8.30pm.

Vain again.

ms.foo and me

ms. foo

by ziqi_♥

♥ Friday ♥

2009-06-05T16:49:00.003+08:00

Today already friday. my sem break still left 2days.

Before my sem break, i told myself i have to study because the test and exam is coming.

Although I'm free and boring, but i dont have the mood to study.

I tried to take out my books and read, but I'm failed.

That day, WenMin show something to us.

That is her hello kitty debit card from bank of american.

omg!!! so cute and nice lerr. Can I have one pls~

Lets show you guys how cute is the card.

cute right???

They have hello kitty's cheque also.

look fake right?but i like it.

Its a boring friday. i spend a lot of time to do my finger nails.

Haha. now my nails are so pink and hiong~ but i Love it.

by ziqi_♥

♥ Dating? ♥

2009-06-04T16:12:00.000+08:00

My love Jeff going to Singapore tonight, so i went out with him, his bro, and yang.

We went to Korean BBQ to have our brunch. That is our 1st time go in the restaurant.

The foods are quite nice, but the price is really very expensive.

After brunch, we headed to gurney for movie.

We planned to watch monsters vs aliens with 3D.

Unfortunately, the seats just left first two role.

So, we changed to watch 17 again.

The movie quite nice la and some of the parts are funny.

While I in the gurney, i went for few shops to looked for sandals.

But I'm failed. Don't have any sandals that i like.

Wuwuwuwu~

Hope that i can find a sandal that i like as fast as posible.

by ziqi_♥

♥ Penang Hill & Beach ♥

2009-06-04T00:04:00.010+08:00

Oh~ I'm so boring since my sem break. so i suggest howard to go penang hill.
actually i didn't suggest him for hiking. but just go up walk aroound and cycle. but they feel that is boring, so they decided to hike from youth park to penang hill. that is organise by howard. And 8 of us of joined-me, janice, ms.foo, ong siang, howard, mervyn, my son(vincent), and jason.

We faced a problem in the early morning, that is heavy rain. we haved to postpone it until 10am.

i be the driver and go air itam fetch ong siang,my son(vincent) and janice. then only we go youth park and met with others.

we were so excited and full of energy when we just start the journey.
but after a while only, i lost all the energy and started tired.

and i found something! janice's so full of energy and she will not tired~

omg, how she could did it???she even better than guys lerr.

See~we need to sit down and rest, but she walked around.

First, we reach number 3 hill, that time i still can continue the journey.

the view is nice and we rest at the station 3.

We continue the journey to number 5 hill. its harder and harder for us. but i still can continue it.

number 5 hill, i didnt realised that i'm in this photo.

we were rest, mervyn is like a doraemon because his bag got everything we need.

after one and a half hour, we reach number 84 hill. that time i was like bathing lerr.

whole body wet and my hair is wet until like washed my hair.

see, my face so chann.

The hardest want just wanna start!!! we started our tar road hiking.

that is the most torture part for me. my legs was so pain and keep on rest once we found some place to sit down.

Thanks to mervyn and Howard because accompany me and ms.foo to continue our tough journey.

Finally we finished our hiking journey. I think this is my first time also my last time for hike to penang hill.

Today is our ms.janice 18 birthday eve. so they decided to go the beach in the evening.

we went back our own house to take bath, then headed to mervyn's house which also is a restaurant.

we have our lunch or dinner there. after that, we went to beach.

jason, vincent, janice and I played jetskey. Janice fetched me.

Janice, you are so brave and I like it. before we played jetskey, i thought u scare of everything eh.

When we were playing, another four of them were hiding our shoes.

we spend 2hours on the beach but one and a half hour used for searched janice and my shoes.

but we cannot found it at the end. although i lost my shoes, but i really enjoy today.

i know i'm vain. so what??

before & after jetskey.

we were finding janice and my shoes.

we lost each side of shoe, so we replace it by mervyn's slippers.

by ziqi_♥

♥ SWIMMING ♥

2009-06-01T23:03:00.003+08:00

nothing special happened today.
went to swim with shindee,bryan and jeffrey[my babe].
haha. i think i'm very funny because im the person who dont know how to swim.
we went to pisa there. the pool was so deep. i think 9m. i cant even stand there.
i just can be inside there by holding the holder. i cant even move.
i'm thinking whats the point i go for.
so, my babe had to carry me this heavy pig around.
but he not really can move around because im heavy and made him so chuan.
sorry and thanks, my babe. hee.
i have fun with them and laugh for sd's lame joke.
I'm happy today because i can spend my time with my babe and my lovely shindee although it just a short period.

by ziqi_♥

♥A STUPID BORING SUNDAY♥

2009-06-01T10:34:00.005+08:00

Another boring sunday. Every sunday i will go to my grandma house. So boring at there because i have nothing to do.

My lovely cousin, yiwei, i miss u lerr. She always chit-chat with me when we at our grandma boring house. But she went to australia since march.

i have nothing to do, so i washed my car. omg! the car was so dirty because i never wash it since i drive it. i'm sorry car, because ur not belong to me.

after washed, i receive a call from my aunt. She asked me to be driver and fetch all my little cousin go waterfall play water. my car full of kids.

punteh i wanna play with them also. but once i saw few malays are there, so i dont want d. i feel dirty.

but all my little cousin are so enjoy there. just me and my another cousin stand on the water and talking.

my dad ask me go my grandfather's dusun to collect durian. but i hate durian with the smelly smell. so i didnt go. kindly remind everyone, pls don't talk to me after u ate durian. thanks.

Rambutan, i waiting u to become red colour! i wanna eat u~

by ziqi_♥

♥outing♥

2009-05-30T23:59:00.004+08:00

Today is the the day that i passed with my lovely dear and darling.
punteh i wanna out with shindee and wenmin. but at the end become out with minyen, beegnoh,chyi jiun and wenmin.
11.10am out from my house because we wanna go redbox at 12pm.
i go and fetched minyen, then we go gurney together. i love to sing.
we enjoyed to sing at there. we love redbox.
wenmin came late. i miss her so much. she become prettier althought she didnt agree with it.
we finished redbox at 3pm. then we went to next avtivities, that is movie!
the movie started at 3.10pm. we like very busy.
we watched terminator salvation.

erm. i still can understand what the movie talking about. and the movie quite nice la.
after movie, we walked around. actually minyen and I wanna shopping.
we went in padini. there are so many people because having sales.
we tried some clothes and i decided to buy a purple shirt but my jiunjiun and ah err paid for me for my belated birthday present.
thanks to my jiun jiun and ah err. hee.
chyi jiun and beegnoh went home earlier because they got another function.
min yen, wen min and i continue walked around until 7pm then went home.
today is sunshine's members day so i went to sunshine square with my mum.
so many people there, it's like no need money.
well, i like to spend my time with them. i love them.

by ziqi_♥

♥a tired,sad,happy,sweet day???♥

2009-05-30T00:32:00.003+08:00

I woke up at 6 in the early morning. walao, since i graduated from pcghs, i never so early wake up leh.today i broke my 2009's record because of i wanna go for dental.
my mum told me that the dental open at 7.30am. so i reached on time,but i realised that 8.30am only the door will open. well, sure i wouldn't wait for the door open.
so, i go take my breakfast with my babe.
after ate, we went back to the dental and take number then sit down and wait.
wth, i wait for 2hours, if I'm not forgotten.
the dentist take x-ray for me. the x-ray so cute and small.

the small little x-ray

the important part just wanna start!
to settle a teeth, need rm1000 and need to go for 5times!
omg! i hate to go dental and i hate to see the dentist la.
but i have no choice la.
after that, have some unhappy things happened with my babe. haiz. i'm sorry my babe.
we went to visited his grandma who was sick in the hospital. *hope that she will turn better la.*
due to we are so sleepy, so we went to our own house to take a short nap.
after nap, i woke up and bath and tidy up myself then we went to qb.
such a unlucky day, my sandals was patah. before out from my house, i'm still thinking which shoes i should wear.
maybe the god wanna i buy myself a pair of new sandals. i walked with an ugly pose to vincci and bought the high heels that i looking for quite a long time.
We walked around to search a shirt for his dad, due to today is his dad birthday.
finally, we bought a shirt from G2000.
i dont know why, we walked back to padini and i try a skirt that i tried at gurney before but the size not suitable for me.
i love the skirt so much. so nice~
but i didnt bought it because it's expensive and i have no much money.
my babe wanna buy for me, but i stopped him.
Around 9.30pm, we went to his house and celebrate his dad birthday.
Actually we wanna out for dinner, but his dad cannot go home on time, so just simply cut a cake at his house.
around 12am, i went home.

my dear skirt, since i tried u, i fall in love to u, i miss u, i cannot forget u and i want u!
pls wait for me!!!! i will be back and bring u home. i fell so regret now.

my dearest jeff, i'm sorry & i love u.

by ziqi_♥

♥ love ♥

2009-05-28T12:37:00.004+08:00

Finally today feel better to my old woman body.

maybe as what mr.r said, sleep for too long. i know i'm pig. but i love to sleep. so what?

im so free today, i keep on view other people's blog. i found out something thats i really agree with it.

爱, love

人的一生都会碰到三个人，一个是你爱的人，一个是爱你的人，一个是与你共度一生的人，

我们的一生都在寻寻觅觅爱的真谛，也一直在做着爱的追逐游戏，会经历过错过与被错过，

然后慢慢的明白，其实爱情不过是一种感觉，最适合自己的人未必是自己最爱的人，而最爱的人却可能是那个伤自己最深的人。

有人说过，找一个自己爱的人谈恋爱，找一个爱自己的人结婚，

可是爱情怎能够如此洒脱，怎能够做到收放自如？

如果可以，那也不能算是真爱，女人都较为感性，也希望能有一个一辈子呵护自己的男人，

所以大多数女人会愿意选择一个爱自己的男人来共度一生，

而男人却都具有征服欲，越是难得到的越是想得到，于是都希望娶到的是那个自己最爱的女人。

爱一个人很累，因为你会在意他的一举一动，会因为他无心的话语而受伤害，

会因为他的冷漠而伤心，因为他的不在意会心痛。

当你爱一个人时，你也会为她的一笑一颦而心动，而留下一段又一段美好的印记爱与被爱，

哪一样更幸福，其实在于选择的人如何去对待，

选择了爱的人，不要因为已经追到手了，就减少了对他的爱，也努力去得到对方的爱，

而选择了爱自己的人，更要用心去对待这属于自己的爱，学会去爱对方，才会真正的拥有幸福。

*recently i blur with our love. i don't know what i need from u. i dont know after three month, what decision i should make. but now, i finally know what i need to do. that's i should appreciate the moments when i'm together with u. but not to think about the decision. my dearest jeff, i love u. sorry that i always made u angry, unhappy and dont know what to do to let me happy. i know everyone will did something wrong, included me. *

by ziqi_♥

♥suffer♥

2009-05-27T14:53:00.009+08:00

haiz. i dont know what happened to me.

this morning when i wake up, i feel dizzy somemore whole body pain.

so suffer. no appertite to eat also. since this morning until now, i just ate a bowl of '板面'

feel like wanna vomit. i prefer i vomit also dont want to be like now.

i wanna rest. but i cant fall asleep. so i review back my photo.

i realised that i had changed a lot from 13until now.

let show u my previous photo. dont laugh pls.

when is was form1,13

when i was form2, 14

when i was form3, 15

when i was form4, 16

when i was form5, 17

now, im 18~

by ziqi_♥

♥quiz about me♥

2009-05-25T21:00:00.004+08:00

I'm so boring today, nothing to do la. so i try this quiz lo.

the result is:

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education：
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

by ziqi_♥

♥moving♥

2009-05-25T19:21:00.004+08:00

Hi, all my friends~

first, i need to say sorry to u all because i had change my blog from wretch to here.
why? that's because of wretch are not suitable for me. wretch is not only hard to post photo, but also change the font size and colour.
i had moved my previous posts to here.
so, continue enjoy to read my blog la. hee.
oh ya, currently im having a 2week sem break. so boring. my dearest friends, faster date me out!

by ziqi_♥

♥解脱♥

2009-05-23T20:56:00.001+08:00

爽~ 终于解脱了！！！
malaysian studies, byebye. i will never meet u again and i will forget u forever.
从来没喜欢过它的感觉，现在不必再与它拖拖拉拉。放手了！
只是一个malaysian studies却被我说到好像很夸张一样。
一大早就爬起来了，超懒惰的。
7.45am带着那懒散的心情踏上我去考试的旅途。
虽然不是第一次去main campus,可是我迷路了。
我不知道在怎样的情况下，我去到了我每天的目的地-annex B!
差点要哭了出来。还好我有收着牛先生画给我的地图。好不容易的，我到了！
8.30am就进考场了。几早一下~
很不幸的，牛先生遇到了意外。看着他的手和脚，我愣住了！
我竟然替他紧张，我想他一定很痛吧！
牛先生，小心点啦！生命是很重要的。
亲爱的朋友们，无论是驾车还是骑摩多的，请多多小心~我很怕叻。
无惊无险的，我考完了。
本小姐将会有2个星期假期，快点来约我吧~
我亲爱的文敏，有空吗？

by ziqi_♥

♥我是怎么了？♥

2009-05-16T20:52:00.001+08:00

最近的我是怎么了？我在想什么？
我要什么？是我想太多吗？还是我不敢去想呢？乱！
malaysian studies终于在7个星期内完成了。
也间接的告诉我要考试了。很久没要考试的感觉了。
我不喜欢考试，我永远对自己没有信心，就算我读的多熟了。
天啊，表面上看起来信心满满的我，竟然是个没有信心的人。好笑吧？

by ziqi_♥

♥生日惊喜♥

2009-05-10T20:18:00.006+08:00

我们亲爱的牛先生要生日了。他又要学人家要惊喜。好咯，就给他惊喜咯。
这可是我的第一次咯。所以就约了冠洁还有整班的同学。howard和jason就帮我plan。
本来只是要去看戏。可是后来让我发现到他家没人。所以就打算一大堆的人冲进他家。
可是出了点小状况，还好后来大家都赞同及配合了。谢谢你们。尤其是howard,jason还有我们vincent哥的合作。
11.10am就出门了。因为任务重大嘛~要去拿蛋糕。拿了蛋糕就去载冠洁咯。
想不到我竟然12pm才到他的家。我就去按门铃咯。结果没人应门。只好打电话给他咯~
我们在他家待了一小时多。然后就出发去gurney咯。我们看了star trek。
第一次18个人一起看戏。夸张吧？甚至买票都需要分开买。
后来就到kim gary 吃东西。有点饿，因为我在牛先生家吃了一片的蛋糕后就没吃东西了。
我们还到toy r us 闹了一番才回家。

Birthday boy with the cake

kc and me

me in the toy r us toy house

*好可惜的是我们都没拍到照片。*

by ziqi_♥

♥轻松了~♥

2009-04-25T20:15:00.001+08:00

今天一早就醒了，因为今天有malaysian studies 的 mid term exam.
7点就出发了，虽然9am 才开始考试。有点夸张吧？
我担心没位子停车嘛~老师还千交代万交代早点出门。还叫我们8点要到了。在路途中，没遇到任何的塞车，一路顺顺利利。结果，我7.40am就到了。
我去到那边，我超生气的！ ms. molly!!!!you bluff me!!!!
一大片的地方让我停车。十辆车都没有！！更何况是大门~ 等到8.30am了门才慢慢的开了。
浪费我一小时的睡眠。过份！！！！
考试的题目还‘马马爹’。都怪我不好好地温习。
我一直安慰自己这只是mid-term.还有final exam gok~

by ziqi_♥

♥我18 岁的生日♥

2009-04-19T20:07:00.001+08:00

今天可是我大小姐的生日耶~本来就没跟朋友约好要一起庆祝。

因为我打算跟他一起过的。一早就醒了，好期待他会给我什么惊喜。

他带我去了victoria station进餐。wow~蛋糕好美噢~我这一生最美的蛋糕。

我可爱的蛋糕

本来他打算约我朋友然后给我惊喜的。结果呢？我朋友竟然一个也不能出席。
真的让我有点失望。是约得他们太突然？还是他们介意不是我约他们呢？还是已经渐渐地把我这朋友给忘记了呢？
但是，算了吧！也过去了。不过还是谢谢那些有wish我的朋友们。
我爱你们~我只想告诉你们，我从来没把你们给忘记。你们是我心中永远的烙印。

*美娥，你忘记我的生日了吗？魂魅的每一个人包括玮琳也有wish我，除了你和文敏。文敏深在国外，我明白。可是你，我真的想不通为什么。
每次我去queensbay我一定会去找你，可是今天没有。因为我不想要很勉强的让你记得我的生日。虽然这样，你还是我永远的好朋友！

by ziqi_♥

♥好丰富的星期六♥

2009-04-11T19:59:00.002+08:00

今天我被逼参加了bussiness and accounting society主办的explorace。

原本认为很好玩的，很兴奋得在昨天出席了他们的briefing。

结果他们竟然要我们用plastic bag做雨衣，还要我们在当天穿着参加整个比赛。

他们是疯了吧，他们难道不明白我们会被闷死的道理吗？

我一早就在那里集合。聪明的我当然早就准备了雨伞。

整个比赛只有我一个人拿雨伞，结果却被他们讲我大小姐。

拜托好吗，那样热，我可不要中暑叻！

好辛苦的完成了整个比赛。然后就赶快回家洗澡。

因为我还没吃东西，我亲爱的他也还没吃东西。真是饿坏我们了，所以我们在kayu吃了一人一大盘。

之后我们就到queensbay逛逛。我发现我有好多东西要买哦。应该说我有买不完的东西。我买了两件衣服。

今天也是我好朋友欣莉的生日派对，跟她说好了七点，结果她九点才到。我跟朋友还有我亲爱的因为赶时间，所以就早回了。

欣莉，对不起！

by ziqi_♥

♥我恨你♥

2009-04-09T19:57:00.002+08:00

今天发生了一些我不想讲更不想知道的事情。
我不知道为什么他要这样做，更不明白到底是谁的错呢？

算了！我不想再想了。

by ziqi_♥

♥他十八岁的生日♥

2009-04-08T19:54:00.002+08:00

2009年4月7日-他的生日。
在他还没生日前，我不知道要送他什么礼物，我想到头都快爆了我还是想不到。
后来只好问他了。可是他却告诉我说他什么都有了，不必买了。结果就随便的买了个礼物给他了。可是还觉得不满足似的。
后来，他告诉我说他要水罐。我之后才知道他要的原因。我就在上课的lunch time的时候跟朋友去看看咯。可是却没有一个是看上眼的。
就在那时候就看了那里的衣服一眼，我竟然看到了我觉得不错的衣服。看了看我竟然不知道他的尺码，所以就大概的买给他了，因为可以在三天内退回。
放学后就赶快赶去拿蛋糕。然后就回家打扮美美的等他来载我。之后就跟他家人去vicotria station吃晚餐。然后再回他家切蛋糕。
他妈妈一直说那蛋糕好吃，让我情不自禁的沾沾自喜。

亲爱的，生日快乐哦~

by ziqi_♥

♥新的开始，新的希望♥

2009-04-04T19:30:00.003+08:00

我本来就有个部落格，但是那只是我与我的另一半之间的部落格。今天突然心血来潮就create这部落格。
这部落格其实是想让我的朋友们知道我的近况，由其实身在远方的阿琳姐及我亲爱的文敏。
可是不懂她们会不会抽时间来看看。
星期一我就要开课了，有点懒惰的我已经好久没上课了，不懂还会像以前那样的打瞌睡吗？
不管了，我这次以定要好好专心的上课了。我不允许自己在像以前那样的吊儿郎当了。
这是我新的开始，我会把它读好。不在让自己失望。
这样的想想，把我拉回一年前-好在高中的我。虽然自己好懒惰，更是没专心上课。可是我真的好想好想自己回到那个时候。
现在，虽然我们朋友之间还是有保持联络，但是我们永远不会像以前一样一起在班上胡闹了。

身在英国的阿琳还有文敏，我真的好想你们哦~

by ziqi_♥